an able woman

With no masks…

Since I’m a good-natured person, it’s difficult for me believe  in which people is up to do so as to gain some advantage over someone - inclusively me. Why not? Overall, I’m a little silly compared with those both traitorous and disloyal folks.

I’d prefer to feel goodness from who should cooperate (in stead of trying to turn things more difficult, disturbing me).  It's hard to believe that the enemy could be by my side. The way I see it, who is working together compound a team. Don't they?!

Unfortunately, it seems not... After all, it is impossible to trust as well as count on someone who pull a fast one on his partners. Being a good professional, or even the best, doesn’t means to pull the rug from under somebody in order to reach the top. The efficiency of someone shouldn't depend on others’ failure or misfortune, not at all!

There are opportunities for everybody! Seu Jorge wrote a song which says “pode encher a sua piscina, mas não esvazia a minha bacia” - and that is my philosophy. I’m romantic, an utopian… From my point of view, everybody should work together in favour of the group's improvement as a whole. 

The main victim of the malice is the own evil-doer. The villain not only (tries to) damage(s) and ruin(s) what has been built, but also poisons everything with his evil energy - himself, included... even more! Personally, I admit that human’s essence, especially when related with bad carachter, aggrieves me a lot.

In conclusion, down with sabotage! (which is prejudicial for anyone)

tit for tat

Hate is some kind of feeling which should never blooms on our heart (or in the head?). By the way, it is difficult not to cultivate it inside us… once others keep planting it.

Why people insist on being bad character? Actually, it is so easy playing fair! At least, I think so... Thus, I have been doing my part, always trying to do my best.

In actual fact, even considering all labour treasons, I’m not a revengeful person. That means, for instance, I’m not going to call my ex-boss' wife only to tell her she has been betrayed.

That’s quite unlike me! By no mean, low blows and Machiavellian resorts are used to reach my goals. It’s not necessary pull the rug under anyone... I have another better (and more effective) way to show my professional skills.

vendeta

When I'm good, I'm terrific; though, being bad, I'm even better!

This theory about myself is supported since I’m extremist in most part of my opinions. On the question of rapes, crimes against children, genocide, corruption, besides other terrible acts, I honestly feel that I have no mercy about those criminals who committed these cruelties.  

Taking the example of Ameneh Bahrami, a Iranian woman who asks as punishment for the man that hurled acid on her face exactly  the same fate... It seems to me quite fair. Her attacker, a spurned suitor she refused, was condemned by that atrocity to suffer in the same way in which she did in the past, when her face was almost totally deformed.

At that moment that she became blind, likewise an odd figure. Even after had been submitted to several surgeries, her face is not beautiful and perfect as before… far from it! For a woman, a crueller fact.

Set against this issue, everything that is happening now related to terrorism is a consequence of a seed planted in the past. Some call it revenge… I’d prefer define as ‘karma’ - which each one has yours, indeed.

An eye for an eye. 

pretty beach, but low profile

(in reason of nobody knows who she truthfully was - not even her real name!)

In fact, she used to be high profile (because has been famous). However, her face can’t be seen on TV anymore… If she is still on men’s mind, I think so! - after all, television is a (false and faked) fantasy that doesn’t show the dark side of reality - her nonsense and slovenliness.

After a painful surprise against me, I'm sure she is bearing the chances of her (ill) fortune - now, taking care of people's head (in the exact meaning of the expression). So, limited like that, she doesn't convince altogether as before(!).

*I don’t know (more) nor do I care…

da onça

(actually, they are birds of a feather!)

How much evil could affect somebody? Envy is, without doubt, one of the worst feelings that someone can experience - mainly when is from someone who SHOULD wish our happiness, and doesn't take us as an "adversary".

Unfortunate is who tastes its own medicine. Selfish, remaines grieved - and, as a result, stays (always) behind, worried about others’ happiness (or trying to hamper it).

 

With me, in vain… In fact, this act just strengthen me!

An indubitable reminder: the evil that men do lives after them.

wearing of the green

(the hope color)

Lá Fhéile Pádraig - finally a good news (and energy!) against the "descarrego" session above...

Today is Saint Patrick’s Day, an important holiday mainly in Ireland. So, I’m going to drink some beer to celebrate!

My faith is more powerful than all these stumbling blocks. I’m not going to became worn away, just go ahead and leave all these ill things behind (me).

What will be will be! - with or without backing.

not good as his bad words

ONCE UPON A TIME in our History a period when signatures were not necessary, only a simple word was enough to believe in somebody. Well… It happened, a long time ago(!), though.

Nowadays, NOBODY should do agreements without be full sure of who is the other person with who is doing it. In detail: the signature is fundamental. That is to say that our WORD doesn’t worth so much anymore (almost nothing, indeed). 

Surreal this… We simply CAN’T trust in which people say, only in their acts: what they sign on (or proof in another way that is true). Not even in which some individuals write they will do it is secured anymore...

Not so far, in my time, a word given was a fulfilled word (even by mouth). Unfortunately, it doesn’t work like this anymore… Even so, in my opinion, someone who does not keep its words doesn’t deserve any respect.

So, finally, when and in whom we can trust? I REALLY don’t know.

Lately, people are not what they say, but what they do. However, they are unpredictable. Honour is something that many of them don't care about. It "simply" doesn't matter anymore... UNBELIEVABLE!

[Oh, God!]

annoyances

 Maybe it was merely coincidence, nevertheless was so intense that I’ve wondered myself about which reason made it happens to me.

Firstly, was a frustrating disregard with my professional dedication, then, a incredible irresponsibility even working (or pretending to) for a both interesting and important job. Not enough, was an injudiciousness and a stab on my back from who I provided some status, besides put inside my circle of friends. Finally, a default due to a lack of character, not at work at this time but worst: chez moi.

Many 'miss'es along the way… Now, as a result I have another one: I miss good people around me, my real friends. They are the best medicine to heal (and forget) these bad things that haunt me.

faz parte do meu show

O mundo dá voltas...

Espero que o Lobão e sua produção futuramente nunca dependam de mim para nada, porque depois de quatro vezes sem honrar seus compromissos previamente marcados comigo, não me sinto confortável em colaborar para seu sucesso. Polêmica é o caralho! Corriqueira falta de responsabilidade e respeito para com os ouros profissionais para mim é mau-caráter.

(desabafo)

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Não sou uma pessoa preconceituosa. Nunca fui, embora muitas vezes possamos deixar más impressões nas pessoas mesmo sem querer. Fui sempre a favor de vivermos as situações sem se preocupar muito com a opinião alheia, de experimentar as coisas, emoções, pessoas, sentimentos para depois avaliar se é válido ou não – para nós mesmos.

O que é bom para os outros, só eles sabem. Há limites, é verdade, porque infelizmente se tem um padrão para tudo, e tentamos viver na média, em média com o mundo. Há fases também, nem sempre somos os mesmos e buscamos coisas em comum. Por vezes extravasamos. As pessoas gostam disso, admiram, mas não se permitem e assim, é fácil apontar o próximo.

Não admitir e não viver intensamente como se quer cria recalques que me incomodam. É mais fácil julgar quem faz para não se enquadrar no esquema do que assumir uma postura a favor, mesmo que contra a vontade, enfrentando fantasmas de consciência, juízo, ética e blá blá blá. Por que somos assim? Gostaria que fosse diferente. Tão difícil...

Mudar, melhorar, errar e recomeçar faz parte do jogo. Vivemos superando os momentos difíceis e a caminho da felicidade. Bom é ousar, mesmo que depois se veja que não era nada disso e se dê dois passos atrás para depois sim avançar novamente. Pedras no caminho sempre vamos encontrar. Que essa pedra não seja nós mesmos!

Ontem foi a minha vez de extrapolar. Fui além de onde já tinha ido. Descobri o novo tão conhecido. Não gostei dos resultados e estou no momento dois degraus abaixo para depois subir tudo de novo e seguir como antes. Ressaca moral? Não. Mal-estar mesmo.... (NÃO) Faz parte do meu show.

diretamente proporcional

Impressionante a minha lamentável constatação: quanto mais caro o ingresso do evento, mais mal-educadas são as pessoas que lá estão. Deveria, supostamente, ser o contrário, mas não é assim que as coisas acontecem. Não se enganem. Esse comportamento escroto da high society é um tapa de luva na cara de quem pensa que falta às pessoas mais humildes educação e respeito umas pelas outras.

Já faz tempo que venho analisando e criticando essa conduta. Paga-se caro para entrar num lugar, numa festa, por exemplo, e lá as pessoas esbarram em ti, te pisam os pés e empurram e NÃO PEDEM DESCULPA! Por que isso? Será que se acham tão superiores a ponto de supor que o dinheiro a mais que têm lhes basta para maltratarem os outros? Não sei. Cheguei a julgar a falta de homens no ‘mercado’ como a grande culpada da falta de educação feminina entre si (sei lá!), mas depois logo vi que os homens também não são gentis nessas situações. É bem verdade que a bebida em excesso colabora para o non sense daqueles que abolem a palavra ‘desculpa’ de seu vocabulário, mas não é tudo. O problema vai além.

Ontem foi na festa Pacha Fetish no Jockey; outra noite, no Bailinho... Em todo lugar mais requintado e caro ocorre de pessoas serem desrespeitosas. Fui uma vez numa festa no Viaduto de Madureira e não vi uma briga, não teve uma pessoa que pisou no meu pé, por exemplo, que não tenha pedido desculpas. Já estive em Baile Funk na Rocinha e também em diversos eventos no Vidigal e nada comparado aconteceu por lá. Muita gente não teve as mesmas condições financeiras de estudar em boas escolas, de fazer cursos de boas maneiras etc e vivem uma realidade cruel, desumana até, mas não agem assim, não são desagradéveis. Que bom.

O que acontece então? O que faz daquelas Patricinhas, meninas lindas, mas umas grosseiras? E daqueles príncipes, ogros detestáveis? O que falta? O que sobra? Por hora o que sei é que nessa conta infeliz o resultado é diretamente proporcional. Lastimável.