mais igualdade

São tantas as demandas que merecemos ser mais exigentes também.

Por que não?!

Feliz Dia Internacional da Mulher - para quem sabe o que quer.

maybe it's lacking something

Even me, I used to say, once seeing many friends posting lots of pet stuff (or, in "real" life, talking SO MUCH about it), that, in fact, it's time to make a baby! That they, actually, need a child... 

Well, who would'a guessed... now it's my time to do the SAME thing! Probably, it is exactly that: my maternal instinct sprouting, the nature speaking up! - after all, I want to have children. Furthermore, I'm old enough to. Yes, indeed, my biological clock may be already ringing...

Considering all love and affection I have on our kitty, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be a great mommy! (and so does my husand - a father! By the way, he is very gaga about everything concerning her too!)

Althought all wish of being a mother soon, it's not possible by now. Thus, we play with the cat - who have received the whole attention just for her.

Make the most of this moment, Lis! In a while, you'll have a little brother or sister. Or both.

happy Chinese new year!

The year of the snake.

So much good luck, professional success and prosperity in love for everybody :)

(I also wish all you guys, who like it, lots of "snakes" during this year!)

However, when it comes a catty and treacherous animal as serpents are, I prefer to be prudent.

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I sincerely and strongly want that all 'snake-women', the spiteful, jeaulous and envious ones (who try to poison others' happiness, both betraying and cheating), stay away from me, my couple, my house, my family and friends - even if making part of them. Not only by this year, but forever!

 

nothing more

Today, (e)specially, I just want to be happy.  

Peace and love wishes!

 
As in 2012, when I answered, pleased *(unlike ever before), the crucial question: 'Would you like to marry me?'.

"Yes", I said... One year of our engagement, so. Of couple's dreams which are coming true while married.

A whole life ahead, together. Towards felicity.

marplot

Doesn't matter if due jeaulousy or spite... Given the facts, I just strongly believe that some specif people who disturb others happiness (even if virtually) could simply doesn't exist, disappear, stop walking around, move away! Seriously.

Maybe, this is one of my primary wishes for this new year. It wastes... For goodness sake!
 
Playing a silly game of competition (online, inclusive!)... Come on! It's ridiculous. No one is a teenager anymore... Cut that out!

Frankly, each one to his trade! A place for everything and everything in its place. SIMPLE AS THAT!

Semancol feelings...

votos de ano novo

de Ziraldo

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además

 

de Liniers

a burden

A heavy one. Fooder... Awkward, incongruous, inconvenient, unbecoming. Clinging like a gum to our shoes sole.

Unfortunate photos, posts, comments, calls, messages... HONESTLY! A damned irritating who doesn't leave us alone.

I don't understand why I should endure this, such insolence. It must be karma, other lives' retribution.

My Christmas wish is to get rid of it next year. Not only in 2013, but for the rest of our days. Please, Saint Nicholas!

In addiction, give people love, in order to prevent them to mess someone else's happiness. While enamored/enamour, the tendency is not to bother others.

arousal

Everything a man dream about his wife, girlfriend, affair, lass, date (or whatever!), is that she loves sex. Maybe, being so much optimist, hitting the jackpot (as used to say a pervert old friend): someone who doesn't disgust anything under the sheets!

Albeit, sometimes, are just men who doesn't keep the pot boiling. Perhaps because of fatigue, a mistress, drugs (or alcohol) problems, monotony, or for not coming out... Unlucky! - man, woman, couple; unfortunate relationship.

One way or another, leaving much to be desired... 

(besides she, still horny, at a loss what to do)

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Read an article about. 

going to head

No sex, hot dreams spring...

Each one with his own perspective.

Hag and unloved women, dirty old men, virgins, teenagers, singles, married couples (straight or gay), both pervert and lustful people in general - doesn't matter the situation: nobody is free.

So much the better!

desperate housewives

Wet, slow, continuum...

...  and she promised him (and her own self) not to complain about anything else if he suck her every night.

At that moment, nothing else matters!

Happiness secret is not so unreachable.

In the end, this is just what they want:

"Girls just wanna have fun". Simple as that.

meetings

That was hunger and the desire to eat put together.

Well, if I nibble all the time... perfect!

It works, at least. It ran... "Plim!"

I'm loving it.

desperately seeking susan

Actually someone else… a lucky guy! (once I have a crush on him)

He is not tall, is quite thin, has green eyes and chestnut hair - almost grey, actually… He works with theatre, illuminating plays. As me, he isn’t from Rio. I don’t remember the name of his  birth town, I just know that it is a small village in ‘south’ (as cariocas usually say here…). Stupid, I haven't asked his complete name. Furthermore, I haven't  even given him my cell to keep in touch!

I’m saying that just in order to express how much I want to meet him again, and say that I’ve been waiting for this moment for a long time - exactly five years, since I’d parted with my ex. I swear I’ve tried to get closer, but unfortunately his friend made a mess of any chance at that day…

I admit I’ve been looking for him  around here, at neighbourhood. I look at any boy who resembles that face so as to trying find that guy who turned me on... in vain by now. However, it is not impossible. I inclusively hope it will occur soon (while I wonder myself if he even remembers my name!).

If ‘selfishness rules the world’ (as Schopenhauer said - and I constantly trust), it will… Not only ‘plim’, but finally do ‘plift’! Hummmm!  

every breath I take

I’ve missed being somewhere where I’m not. I constantly think about that...

How can be Amsterdam so present in my life? - in many movies I've watched, news I've read, songs I've listened... everywhere - doesn't matter the circumstances.

In fact. I've never wonder why, once it makes me believe everything is possible - come what may.

Yesterday I watched Anne’s Frank Diary, the whole BBC’s series. I was deeply touched especially because I was there, in that secret annex, where they lived more than two years. Anne Frank House - my tip: a very nice visitation to do while in Holland.

Despite not showing so much of the city (I chose to love it) on the screen, I recognized quickly that beautiful place and I hope to be there as soon as possible. Of course my wishes are not to be under the same conditions of Anne’s family and the others who used to live there with them at those war days.

I’m homesick… Thoughts going upstairs or downstairs, in the summer or winter, past, present or future. Nevertheless, always free. By now, my specialty here, as her: writing - but online.

rising

This Easter Sunday hasn't been so special as before. Maybe blowing dandelions, wishing all the best, it finally comes… At least, I've tried to chase my dreams even with all dificulties.

It’s a renovation time, after all! - my main aim (at my current moment of faith and hope). No bunnies or chocolate, all I want is my expectations coming true.

Chin up and go ahead! Happy Easter.

desires, memories and melancholy

I would like to go upstairs and see all the city (or a large part of) through its roofs. I always think about that, the landscape and thoughts by this point of view… the outlooks.  It's a possibility to get a breath of fresh air (and equally old and historical). “Telhados de Paris”, a Nei Lisboa’s song outlines some idea about that. 

So, when I saw the ‘Blue Roofs’, a Picasso’s painting, in Van Gogh Museum (Picasso in Paris 1900-1907 exhibition – until May there), this intention was brought to the light, more than ever. It results in a fantasy... It's a real illusion, only mine. When I was there, in Paris, last year, I simply didn't realize that I could put into practice this dream. However I asked for, in Amsterdam (in vain...) Silly girl...

                                                          

(nem tudo azul)

Sometimes, the unpreparedness leads us to this way… Changing the subject, I remembered, both seeing that shadowy images from his melancholy Blue Period and reading about its stories, the Broadway musical ‘Spring Awakening’, an rock adaptation of the controversial 1891 German play of the same title.

Carlos Casagemas, a Spanish painter aswell, moved to Paris in the same period of his friend, Picasso. In 1901, he killed himself with a shot in the head when he was only 21 years old as a consequence of an unanswered love. This unsuccessful affair drove him crazy (literally).

Notably, the beginning of 18th century was distinguished by this youth behavior. Their immaturity gave rise to some unhappiness which brought about these damages to the society of that period. In the teen ages being as an infant and after that, immediately becoming a mister… with all responsabilities and the burden of it on their back. It used to be too severe for everyone.

                                                         

Museums – a cultural trip around important subjects of our History. I really appreciate it!

Picasso in Paris 1900-1907 exhibition

18 February - 29 May 2011

Van Gogh Museum

Museumplein - Paulus Potterstraat 7 

Daily from 10am to 6pm

Adults: € 14
0-17 years: free (a valid ID may be requested)

*My tip is going on Friday Nights – in these occasions the museum in open until 10pm.

Besides the free guided tours around the exhibition (and also for the permanent one - unlosable!) – in English and Dutch, there is always something special going on: lounge chairs, video projections, live music, DJs and a bar to relax and enjoy it even more (better if in a special company - of course!).

happy me!

“Happy birthday!”; “Cheers!”; “success”; “fun“; “health”; “peace”; “love”; “fortune”; “sex”… “All the best!”; “the good things in life” or “the best ones”. Could be (“only” and) exactly what I often wish for other people on their birthdays, and I’d be the same way satisfied: 

Joys, accomplishments and good luck! - my three wishes are precisely those.

I’m so glad and thankful for all felicitations.

My new year starts now. Voilà!

chef de moi-même

Besides lots of kind words from my friends and relatives, an email received were a special gift for me because of its meaning:

From Alexandre Barreto, who cites a period of Alex Atala’s book - Com unha, dentes & cuca:

(...) Quero que as pessoas comecem a pensar antes de cozinhar e não tenham medo de errar, pois elas vão passar a ser bons cozinheiros na hora em que o erro fizer parte de suas vidas. Se o acerto faz parte da sua cozinha, o erro também tem de fazer. Cozinhar é praticar, e prática também implica em erro. Temos de perder o medo de fazer bobagem, de falar bobagem.

I answered that I’ll do many things wrong trying to settle for. Living is like that: a draft made by courage and creativity.

I’m driving my life to the right way, even taking sometimes the mistaken side.

nobody said that would be easy

Ok, but I don’t understand why the process is SO difficult... Sometimes, seems that it isn’t up to me my own future. Such is life.

I want only one thing and I wonder if is impossible OR just if it isn’t for me. Maybe now, and this is a "simple" way to notify me. Happens...  or not. I wish so, though. 

If it wont be now, I'll get it after - sooner or later. Everything will come out right in the end. God's will be done. Bless me!

as soon as possible

Things to do list (during this year) - which, inclusively, EVERYBODY should do... at least once:

- diving into the sea and thank Iemanjá for her protection;
- being tanned;
- applauding Ipanema’s sunset (Guaíba’s, in Porto Alegre, I’ve already seen);
- walking around in Jardim Botânico;
-  taking a waterfall’s shower;
- eyeing with devote Christ the Redeemer;
- going to Candelária's and Penha’s Churches;
- dancing in São Cristóvão Fair (not only, but MAINLY, eating some typical food there);
- visiting São João Batista cemetery (os course: just for a visitation);
- ...

*What else I would like to do and I haven't yet, here in Rio? - or I wanna again, more and more as I could...? (after all, time flies!)

More: Who is willing to come along with me while I'll be satisfying my wishes?

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É impressionante como aquele instante em que se abraça quem se gosta parece eterno, mesmo sendo breve. De olhos fechados, sentindo o cheiro e o calor humano do próximo, sonhos e desejos vem à mente.

Quando recíproco o sentimento, voa-se juntos. Envolvimento, intensidade e entrega.

Por outro lado, poderia levar a vida inteira e, ainda assim, não seria suficiente. É lamentável que esse momento, por mais que demore, seja “rapidamente” interrompido pela realidade, pelos afazeres mundanos.

Fica a promessa e a espera pelo o que virá (e que não é NADA para quem já aguardou TANTO... sofreu de saudade, por estar longe há tempos).

just kiss

Eles pedem, algumas mulheres acatam. Existem várias namoradas e esposas que nunca tiveram vontade de pegar outra mulher; só o fizeram (ou fazem) para agradar seus cônjuges, satisfazê-los.

Normal: não há o que excite mais um homem que duas mulheres juntas. Unanimidade. Mas, e sem ele?

Olhares, intenção, elogios, aproximação, gentileza, papo, mão na mão... curiosidade, sonho, vontade. Como saber? O beijo seria o mesmo, suponho. Talvez até melhor, mais delicado. Mais que isso, não consigo (me) imaginar. Nunca desejei transar com uma.