for all that

I’m quite, but I’m not dead.

Certainly I miss the hottest days...

Whereas I’m human, I’ve felt sorry for the falling of my sexuality, which bottomed. I tranquilize my soul as I haven’t wasted my energy with who simply doesn’t deserve my dedication (and I admit that did it for a long time...).

I haven’t choosed this decreasing trend indeed. It’s happened in spite of my will, while I'm worried about other aspects of my life. Unfortunately, I don’t know how long it will last... I hope not so much!