deadwood

I'm not taking current circumstances as a tax. No... Let's look on the bright side: each obstacle we pass through, make us even stronger.

Difficulties adduce the truth. Barbs, grief and bitterness come along. It's impossible hide to it for long time.

Before, I was alone... Now, two years on, I'm happy, settled, sharp, hearty and powerful. After all, who has good friends and a family who loves you, has everything ♥

I'm married and blessed. And you?!

The giant has just awoken to finally make a living. 

fly high

After some changes, living permanently, in Canada.

Onward and upward!

masterwork

Liniers

Couples mate and mesh for supporting each other.

Love, the strongest pillar... Immensurable lift.

Life is like this! Happy for building it together ♥

supporting

I’m speechless.

While I’m complaining about my silly life, thousands of people need more attention and support than me at this moment on the other side of the world… I know that. Sorry.

Thus, here it is: all my compassion about the catastrophe in the land of the rising sun through Liniers by this sincere hug of Enriqueta (and Madriarga).

adrift

What is important for you? What do you thing you are not going to live without? Now, try to think about the feeling you will experiment if someone take this of you.

When we lose our basis, everything we always thought that was real and for ever, we got really lost. We stay groundless… with no course.

It’s not a drama: after my tsunami, I don’t know where I’m going to.

However, I will survive… becoming stronger.

cleaning the house up

Seven years after arriving in Rio, and this itch (proper after this run) indicates that my moment asks to ending that cycle. As a rule, many people pass through this period of difficulties - some cross it over, while other decide to change their way.

(definitely, I’ve been the second type!)

It’s a decisive time - doubtless. It’s favourable to decide what will be really valid for me in the future, everything that I want to keep belonging to me later. Then, what is not useful, is better throw it away, leave it behind.

I’m literally cleaning the house, my place, my body… everything around me mainly to release space for new energies come. It’s a “simple” matter of choise. Now or never.

supporting basis

So much emotion, many things to solve, every little detail…. At this time, some help is essential to keep my foots on the ground.

My mother, both my best friend and my fan number one, is essential at this moment. She is someone who I can not only trust but count on - always.

I'm just thanking about that because for sure I'm a very lucky daughter.

After all, it is impossible to live alone.

dia das crianças

Um dia fui uma e, hoje, já penso nas minhas. Não para agora, pois tenho outras prioridades por hora... trabalho, estudos, busca por estabilidade, mudanças ainda a acontecer etc. E mais (e principalmente): primeiro, preciso achar uma pessoa que cuide de mim para, só então, arrumar alguém para eu cuidar. Elas precisam e merecem ter uma família - pai e mãe. Seja como for, uma boa base.

É um ciclo. Antes, confesso que nem gostava muito dos pequenos, porque os via como iguais. Depois, crescida, ao conviver diariamente com meu sobrinho, descobri-me uma apaixonada por este universo ingênuo, lúdico, mágico e verdadeiro. É o amor e a entrega mais forte e bonita que existe.

Troco fácil a companhia de um adulto pela de uma criança. Elas vem sempre pro bem, reenergizam-nos por inteiro com um só abraço ou nos animam com suas ‘pérolas‘ em relações racionais que fazem sem a censura que aos maduros já é inevitável.

Sofrem com esse mundo cruel que mantemos com nossas mentiras e interesses maléficos ao futuro, que a nós não pertence mais, e sim a elas. Injusto. Não as preparamos como deveríamos para enfrentar as dificuldades e protegerem-se dos que abusam e as maltratam. Espero eu, quando mãe e/ou profissional especializada, poder realmente ajudá-las a transformar este num lugar melhor, mais seguro para elas, pois é possível.

Minha mudança começa já!

A elas, dedico essa postagem e os próximos dias da minha vida.