to the future!

I'm not stuck in old memories, bygone loves.

I don't want back in my life failed stuff of yore. Overcome, I turn the page, clear the stage.

Alternatively, I prefer to move on, try something refreshing, find new people...

A start from scratch is thriving, full of different possibilities!

While others look for their past, receding, I go forward. 

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I avoid anchors(men - not saying sailors or presenters), I'm all for balloons (ones).

desperately seeking susan

Actually someone else… a lucky guy! (once I have a crush on him)

He is not tall, is quite thin, has green eyes and chestnut hair - almost grey, actually… He works with theatre, illuminating plays. As me, he isn’t from Rio. I don’t remember the name of his  birth town, I just know that it is a small village in ‘south’ (as cariocas usually say here…). Stupid, I haven't asked his complete name. Furthermore, I haven't  even given him my cell to keep in touch!

I’m saying that just in order to express how much I want to meet him again, and say that I’ve been waiting for this moment for a long time - exactly five years, since I’d parted with my ex. I swear I’ve tried to get closer, but unfortunately his friend made a mess of any chance at that day…

I admit I’ve been looking for him  around here, at neighbourhood. I look at any boy who resembles that face so as to trying find that guy who turned me on... in vain by now. However, it is not impossible. I inclusively hope it will occur soon (while I wonder myself if he even remembers my name!).

If ‘selfishness rules the world’ (as Schopenhauer said - and I constantly trust), it will… Not only ‘plim’, but finally do ‘plift’! Hummmm!  

overtopping

Our lives are composed by phases… In which one are you?

I’m enough of everything that is not making me a better person, all those facts which simply don’t bring me happiness nor satisfaction, just happen... without an essential reason that conduce me to farther on I can imagine since limited by mundane facts, nonsense.

As long as adrift, move out is necessary (as move on...), don't "simply" giving up, letting ourselves wherever it go without any motivation. I reckon that Liz had been at the same period by she decided to go into an introspective journey - looking for herself, her life's purpose. Alternatively, mine is professional.

I'm referring to ‘Eat, Pray Love’, a beautiful story of a woman who tried to go farther on and succeeded! (*For men, it wont work… the not only verbs but the (rational) intentions are other for them! Nevertheless,) The movie is quite nice and, thus, I'm planning to read the book soon - It always says that on the screen is never so intense as its written lines… I guess (and hope so!).

sharply curved

In the long run, nobody said that living would be easy as simple!

However I know that every small step is an interesting experience to learn with. Thus, it's important keep walking until arrive wherever you want, making hay while the sun shines... namely, making the most of the opportunity.

God moves in a misterious way. Therefore, I believe that all misses are a blessing in disguise. So… Hey, ho, let's go!

em tratamento

Dizem que só um novo amor pode curar a dor de um sentimento antigo... Não custa tentar. MESMO!

O problema é só conseguir ver nos outros, e procurar neles, as características da pessoa que era para ter ficado no passado (e não mais tê-la na cabeça, como objetivo – seja como for). Como pode alguém nos marcar assim, mesmo sem querer?

Isso tem solução? Aliás, preciso mesmo de um bom "trato".

achado!

No meu quarto, encontram-se sonhos.

alguma coisa acontece no meu coração

As possibilidades são muitas. Milhares, milhões de pessoas cá estão à procura de... tanta coisa, batalhando sua vida. E eu também estou.

São Paulo pra mim hoje é sinônimo de trabalho, amigos e um sonho. Um sonho não realizado, inacabado, nem começado. Correria e diversão, mais e menos que gostaria, é fato.

A vida é louca, bandida. Mostra os melhores caminhos das piores formas. Sampa tem o melhor e o pior em si, nas suas ruas – do caminho para cegos ao trânsito caótico.

Alguma coisa acontece no meu coração, inegavelmente. Com certeza ele bate mais forte na esquina da Ipiranga com a Avenida São João. E assim será até... não sei quando.

Ainda em tempo: Caetano descreveu a (na época nem tanto) megalópole tão bem. Adoro sua canção, melodia, descrição. Ele tentou explicar o inexplicável - daquele jeito 'veloso', próprio, de ser.