a homelife process

I used to be happy when living in an overfull house. Each one of my furniture meant a bit of my effort to make my place a comfortable one to live in.

Of course I know that a empty ambient is better to energy flows… to acquire others. However, it is necessary to give space for that!

It’s time to get in touch with things I always used to dream about… Thus, I’m trying to get rid of things to put me in a way of doing it.

One by one, I’m selling my history, everything I’ve conquered by now… Today I gave the first step for my dreams.

I sincerely would like not to have to come back, to carry back many things with me. I want to have some different from now.

I wish fill my new life, my home, with happiness, replete of useful things which will achieve me, bring me the materialization of my plans. Not material ones, though.

independent means

In fact, I’d rather refer myself with it than using the word ‘possessions’ for what I‘m writing about... I’ve already written something similar before, at a resembling period of my life. However, now it is for real.

Or the first time, I’m finally inclined to set me free easily of many things which have left me connected to this place. Thus, more than be strongly attached to things which I have acquired during these last years, I’m now ready to move on, without anything that haven’t allowed  me to do that before…

As far as I’m concerned, everything I have don’t represent exactly who I am, but who I was when I bought that. My life have changed. Although I still like my furniture and all my stuff, I can't keep it with me. Now, I feel myself wanting things which are uncertain, while gives me some hope of future opportunities.

Finally I believe I’m becoming prepared! Bye, I’m selecting what is really useful to belong me, and what is worth to be sold or left behind. Overall, I’m sure it is the best way to reach what I want, to go softer for my dreams.

home sweet home

Human behaviour is interesting… While for some people, it is so easy, it’s difficult for me change my home furniture of place, for example. However, I would like to have this habit more often.

I don’t know if the blame is of being Capricorn, but sometimes I feel myself extremely traditional. Although  I like some novelty, I simple can’t have good ideas about this kind of thing.

My new house is different now, though. So do I, I guess. In addition to be emptier, with a clean style, it is a softer energy, almost uncompromised…

I lived only one year and a half (when I just moved to Rio) in a bedroom that takes after of me. After that, married, I used to live in a place where my things remained inside boxes - exactly as it had arrived 180 days sooner. That house simply didn‘t belong to me.

I had never felt at home on my own one! - as a result of an unhappy marriage. Now, it IS mine, only mine - more than ever - reconquered, in spite of missing some things.

In reason of these lacks, I could see everything in a new way, both perspectives and angles. Therefore, I know I don't belong to this place anymore. My home is everywhere... (far from here) in the whole world. After all, I have facility to move on.

A Nossa Casa* is where we want to be and stay, living there. [Watch the videoclip!]

*I simply love Arnaldo Antunes! He always writes exactly what I want and need to hear... about my moments - feelings, wishes, dwelling, Africa, changes. His present job is also marvellous (it always is!).