everything comes to him who waits

How ineffable (and wonderful) is feel the mix of nervousness and anxiety with excitement while waiting for a call - a special one, of course. This happens due to the butterflies in the stomach, those which make you feel as a 'silly romantic girl' sometimes.

I confess I would like to experiment that sensation more often. Actually, not ‘only’ this, but pass through ALL process related to be involved with someone else who turns you on, and vice versa. By the way, reciprocity is essential to go ahead.

It just works when really ‘plim’! That means, first of all, it's necessary a minimum of chemical attraction, and this phenomenon is totally involuntary. So, thousands of people can call you without (at least) make your heart beat stronger… In other words: we cannot command our own feelings; the fervour of our heart does not depend on our decision.

Thus, I hope he makes by himself the right choice not to waste my precious time, energy and vocabulary with who doesn’t worth!

On the other hand, in a place where you don't have many friends, you await for simple and kind invitations in order to have some company to do something; anything... indeed! You are more opened than usually, leaving some considerable discretions aside.

In this case, it's important take care and avoid any lack or needfulness. After all, in most part of these movements, hurry and quality standards are inversely proportional. So, it's 'dangerous' while being as vulnerable as alone!

Then, all this mess in my stomach starts to arches (and also worry me) a lot...

gut feeling

I’m trying not to think about it and not to be evident that I’m nervous. The little butterflies inside me (flying in my stomach) don’t leave me sleep, or eat, nor grow my nails!

Changes are wide steps, difficult to be taken - important, though. Now is time to risk. From now, it’s impossible to come back (and this is NOT the aim!)

Take it easy! Go ahead. No fear.

marinheira de primeira viagem

Ser testado é uma situação incômoda porque não nos sentimos confortáveis quando postos à prova. O nervosismo é o pior inimigo nessas horas, pois nos deixa à deriva. Atrapalha demais. Pode por tudo a perder. É preciso manter a calma para não afundar o barco.

O despreparo também é um fator determinante, pois dá insegurança. Mas não que tenhamos poucas condições (ou nenhuma) de preencher os requisitos necessários para a aprovação. Viver algo novo, e, simplesmente, não conhecer os mares navegados pela primeira vez pode trazer surpresas desastrosas por pura falta de experiência.

Nesse momento a fé pode ser uma boa aliada. Acalma, ampara, dá-nos esperança de que tudo vai dar certo. E vai. A vida segue o rumo que tem que tomar, com ou sem viradas de maré. Que nossos sonhos sirvam como um farol, determinando para onde devemos ir, mostrando-nos exatamente o caminho a ser tomado.