mariar...

(in fact ‘being as Maria is’ - in Portuguese)

This verb became famous while BBB was on the air. This-year-winner used to beg attention from men she would like to be along.

Well, many women saw them reflected into her acts once she is a human. As everyone, she lost her way when humiliate herself because of a wrong man who doesn’t deserve that devotion.

I confess I’m ashamed owing to my similar behaviour. Last year I fell in a not reciprocal passion. I don’t regret about my feelings, but because I took to him completely - someone that used to avoid me.   

Both a stupid and silly woman. When I remember what I did, I would like to piss me off immediately! However, I’m conscious I tried (firmly)… Once I wanted it, I did well (and I‘m sure it would be terrific if he had simply surrender).

Lastly, Maria did it! She has got e nice guy later… doctor, handsome, succeed, charismatic - nothing compared to the looser one who was snobby with her in the beginning of the TV program. [you DID loose her, asshol*!]

At last, everything had a good end… Thus, I hope the principle that who knows to wait always come off better is true. Further: who plays with love (open-hearted)!

Actually, I (still) believe in it - and I need some kind of escape, I’m not denying...